Never say never. I always want to look like myself - that's
key for me. I don't want to look like a different person, I don't want my face
frozen.
By Courtney Thorne-Smith
No.
It has been my favourite word all my life. Before beginning anything, “no” or “I
don’t think I can do this”, “can you please tell them I cannot do this”, don’t
expect me to do this”, “I am not going to stay here”… Such thoughts blow my
mind off. I keep wondering if there is anything I can be good at. At that
moment, a little self-confidence makes me feel good. Regardless of what I do,
refusals have been always been a part of life. Some need to understand two
facts: all people are not alike and certain things cannot be accepted by all
people. And some things deserve a clear “no”.
But is it the law of nature or
the law of fate that we gradually get attracted towards the usual “no”? This
has always been my case at least.
Sometimes, we get what we never wanted… job, partner,
husband, friends, relationships, location, and clothes and on and on. Some
people simplify it by saying it’s all a part of your destiny. True. But then
why does the acceptance take time? And then comes another argument… some things
are meant to happen at the right moment. And till that time you have to wait…. Wondering
what will happen. Good or bad? And then comes another disagreement… why the
hell can’t you think positive? All I think is why the hell people can’t
understand the things dancing in my head? Clarity has always been a miss or it
also means that confusion is always at the top. It’s all about getting that one
thing to make you feel content all your life.
And
the search is still on…
Love:)
