A letter to Akshay Kumar

The most embarrassing moment of my life, till date, was watching the film The Shaukeens. Being a fan of Akshay, I had lot of expectations from his films. I can understand some can be bad, but awful???? No dude. Writing this letter is the first thing I did after reaching home:

Dear ‪#‎AkshayKumar

You are such a wonderful and talented actor and producer. Please stop making such obnoxious and horrible films. Spending money and coming to theatre and watching your film... We would love to see some story, quality and pleasing content that makes us laugh and make our life lively and makes us forget our tensions.

The other three actors in your film are extremely talented personalities. However, they too failed to create their charm. Seriously how muchcrassness can be there in a film? Heights of a cray film ‪#‎theshaukeens‪#‎dontwatchit ‪#‎beware ‪#‎crapybollywoodfilms #akshaykumar

Hope you understand #AkshayKumar. I would love to take my money back.

Unfortunately, I can't.

So please pity us and not yourself.

Regards

A #crazy but not stupid ‪#‎fan

Love:)

Sometimes, it's good to be a fool!

To be different, I wanted to succeed...
To make life happening, I wanted to explore...
To get out of boredom, I wanted to make friends...
To share feelings, I wanted to have a best friend forever...
To make life romantic, I wanted to have a relationship...

To learn lessons in life, I wanted to take risks...
To control emotions, I wanted to be alone...
To make myself happy, I wanted to go shopping...
To earn money, I wanted to work...

To get a position in life, I wanted to work harder...
To make parents happy, I wanted to earn...
To lead a life alone, I wanted to earn money...
To overcome hurdles, I wanted to gather my strength...

To enjoy life, I wanted to be away from kids...
To keep myself busy, I wanted to have kids...
To keep husband happy, I wanted to be what he wanted me to be...
To see smiling faces near me, I wanted to keep smiling...

(The "I" and "Me" is just a general notion. Some of my thoughts mixed with what others feel.)

Hmmmm...There is so much we want from life. Money, fame, pleasure, love, appreciations. There are so many things for which the craving never ends. No matter how much we pull ourselves back. But actually if we see this otherwise, our lives wouldn't have been interesting without this. Somewhere we wanted this to happen so that we could share our life experiences, our life stories. 

The heart aches when any incident in our lives leaves us shattered. In deep pain. And we don't have any shoulder to cry on. You can't be sure whether the one standing next to you is really concerned about you, unless you are cent per cent sure. 

"Many people say this world is not for emotional fools. So, you have to buck up. We all know this. What's new? She needs to grow up. She is taking people too seriously in her life. Dude...take a break. Forget it. There are many other things to worry." You must be wondering why I'm saying these cliched thoughts. 

But honestly, I have no reasons for it. It might be cliched thoughts for some... but for some, it might be comforting as they are reading what is actually happening.

Love:)

A friend in need is all one needs...

While flipping through the channels on television, I come across the stereotypical fight between two friends in a scene. And out of the blue, as I try to recollect, the true friendship sequences shown on the silver screen, flashes before my eyes. The one between Jai and Veeru in the decades old film Sholay. Rahul and Anjali from the most loved film Kuch Kuch Hota Hain... the bestest friends of 3 Idiots... the Rock On type friendship... the daring Rang De Basanti friendship... the Dil Toh Pagal Hai wali friendship. 

Understanding this sort of friendship is so quick, easy and subtle. No meanings. No hard feelings. You say what you feel for your friend. Suddenly your whole life starts revolving around them. Their presence adds life in you, and their absence creates a hollow in your heart. An incomplete feeling grips you. They are your teachers and learners as well.

But is it really simple to find one such friend now? We all know the answer: NO. No, it's not simple. It's complex, but we can certainly find one.

In reality, I had always dreamt of one such person in my life I could be honest and loyal to. And I had found a few too. They know me from head to toe. There is a test at every point in life where not only our loyalty is examined, but also the loyalty of the other person is also tested. 

In the entire life of our living, the expedition of finding a best friend doesn't end. We grab them at that very moment when we realise their importance and they realise our. It's a vice-versa phase. 

But now times have changed! It seems like we have entered a phase where what we are doing is more important that what we had done. It's good that people have started accepting and living in their present, but it's equally sad when these people start ignoring you suddenly because you were something. And not anymore. 

They bid you adieu. Even if you testify them. But now your profession matters. Your salary matters. Your car exhibits your status. The knowledge of brands counts. It's the reality check time.

But does reality also fade away with time? Reality of their closeness, happiness of wishing each other "Happy Friendships Day". Crying together when they felt depressed. Does it suddenly turn meaningless? For some, yes!

And I pity such people.

Love:)

Back again

I read somewhere that writing not only brings out the best from you, but writing for yourself gives you immense pleasure and satisfaction in your head where words have been juggling for a long time to find their apt space. 

So, hereby I start again. Writing for myself, again. Updating this blog after almost a year.

Love:)